Ok so ive been in this job now for almost 7 weeks now, and today is the only day ive been shattered after the day is done. My feet are numb but then all of a sudden have spasms!

Ive only ridden two (Logan and Duncan) and lunged two (Duke and Nibbles) but the work never stopped.  Anywho as usual im now thinking about what else I really should be doing. Im wondering what to do with Logan, my 17hh ID x TB who isn't turning out to be as good an eventer as i'd hoped, BUT this conclusion is only from training, he hasn't even had a chance so im just waiting until hes done one or twp one day events, maybe chuck him in the slighty deeper end at a pre novice. If he dosent cut im going to have to think about selling him, or at least putting him on full loan to somebody nice. I just wish i hadnt got attached to him, as ive had him for 6 years now.

Ive just got my exam results for my second year of my degree and im very surprised to have passed, I did so badly. Im hoping to re take some of the modules to make it easier for next year.  I need to do some research for becoming an Equine Sport Science lecturer.  Actually whilst we're on the 'future' subject, this is my rough plan for now:

Get a job as an ESS leturer
Leading up to this, get a good horse to compete on and one or two youngsters to bring on and sell. Basing them here at Mark and Tanyas for now.
Move to another event or showjumping yard with good horse.
Either base myself with another professional or find small stables to rent and develope a string of horses.

Heres to hoping, but i'll definately work hard to get it.

Im so shattered i can't even type properly! So im off to bed very soon. Night.  Mwah. x